I refuse to die. I will never die, not as long as I have a say in it. Many times I have been told. "Your a piece of shit" "You can't do this" "Your not fit to be here" Each and every time I have proved them wrong. Ether they have fucked up or something when they put me in this special unit. It is only meant for the best. I was not chosen because people like me, not because I have good people skills. I never stop. They put me through 14 weeks of horrific trails, awake for days, no food, having to march 60 km every 2 days. Having to fight people. Each day becomes a week, a week becomes a month, a month, becomes a life time. Then they started to